Gumption - My Rainbow Cloud

Starting the series by acknowledging the long awaited move, and shift in place. 

Yes, I made a move!

After a decade of bliss and luxury, I have shifted to a city which is as much known as it is unknown. 

Delhi, is one of my most favorite places, but with its charm it also brings some challenges. In all its fairness, a lot has changed, and by every aspect, it is quite obvious as well. 

Does it mean I'm not liking it here?

Not at all. 

Does it measure up to the reasons for my move? 

If I'm being honest, I am absolutely clueless. 

I somehow feel, I have withered away simply with time. For most parts, I am pretty clueless. 

But I am also hopeful and strong willed than ever before. 

Reality hits different with age, I guess. 
The attachment I have with my parents, would have meant, me simply crying at the thought of waving them goodbye, had I been a decade younger. 

But, the same me, not only takes on life head on, but also keeps her composure with time. 

Well, there are certainly spectators waiting for the show, but who said I would give them the satisfaction!

Moving out of a place is definitely not a child's play, specially when it is your parents' house and you are well into your adulthood. 

It takes more gumption, than most life altering decisions, you've made. 

Moving out, also does not mean a big thing to a lot many people. But let's face it, I am not every people, and I don't take things lightly, and so has been my problem. 

Am I doing anything about it?
Yes. 

My introspection comes in phases. 
Cleaning, Cleansing, Meditating, and trying to indulge into something more nurturing than feeding my anxiety.  

Well my actual reasons have not yet been met. By calculation, it also means, whatever the odds, I'll reach it. 

Missing my mom dearly, keeping my rainbow colors flying high, hoping to find the lost love again in this city. Looking forward to the coming days, and sharing more power to all the hustlers who are trying to fit into their tiny little happy bubble, may the odds be in our favor. 

~ Moon Shines